new @ from a tumblr legacy user who has had an active account for what must be over or close to 10 years now (time is cruel)
i can’t remember all my tumblr usernames but I’m sure that save a few people i still have contact with, i don’t recognise any of the people I’ve met over the years here either.
in any case I’m amalie and if people ask it’s never been anything else
i don’t know if i’ll be more active this time either but it’s comforting to have this in the ether somewhere. to realise you’ve come a long way but not so long that you can’t still barely make out the blurry silhouette of a deeply confused 13 year old posting about sherlock and desperately trying to figure out the purpose of the universe and where one fits in
I make music sometimes now, proper. And I’ve started writing a bit too. Actually i feel better and more confident than i ever thought i would get to feel, and if the deeply confused 13 year old is somehow reading this:
for lack of a better way of putting it, it does get better. I can not answer you if all the years of isolation and trying and failing were worth it, not that i even have to, but for what it’s worth there comes a point where things start to make sense instead of the all consuming near constant hopeless bleak despair. I wish you could see it buddy
(via dogsuffrage)
that’s not very #lesbian of you
WHY does team rockets pokedex talk like this ???
Pokédex: dreadnaw, the BITE Pokemon! A water and rock type. And I don’t- I don’t know?
Powokedex: Drednyaw, DA BITE Powokemon! A wata and wock type UwU. And I dwon’t- I dwon’t know? ÓwÒ
Pokemon Heritage Post
(via marim-bruh)
Honningbarna - Animorphs (full album english lyrics)
- Animorphs
Rich people to lizards
Lizards to dreams
Animorphs, Animorphs
Dreams to plankton
Plankton to sisters
Animorphs, Animorphs
Brothers to jellyfish
Jellyfish to pandemic
Animorphs, Animorphs
Pandemic to larvae
Larvae to truth
Animorphs, Animorphs
Truth to mareel
Mareel to everything
Animorphs
I am on my way
We live- Passasjer (Passenger)
I am a passenger
I turn time into life
To bodies, streets
I wait
While Taliban takes Kabul
And other things happen
We meet people we know out on the town
Nice weather, tell your mother i said hi
We do everything, feel nothing
In my town i am a king
Cold war, pretty faces
In my town we love our fate
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Start over
Start over
Start over
Again, again, again
We do everything again
Still feel nothing at all
In my town i will always be a king
In my town we laugh at our fate
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
But in my town, we laugh at our fate
Things are different
Things are different
Things are different
And i think you have felt it in the air
Nothing ever lasts forever
I think it is our turn soon
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe nooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT- Jeg Har Lyst (I Want To)
Kidnap me, i give you the keys to the house
Set fire to my nervous system
Show me life i haven’t lived yet
New colours, new life, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
New colours, new life, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
I want to, i want to, i want to
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
You ask to speak and you demand lots of meaning
A way to revolution
Become buddha, understand everything (yeah yeah)
Can you please let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just [???]
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna [???]
Shut up and let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just (???)
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna (???)
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
New colours, new lives, new eyes
New brainwaves, chemicals, dreams
New delights, new people, new tastes
New injuries, moods, days
New kicks, intensities, new sounds, new smells
Everything is chaos for the idiot
The idiocy of embracing all of that
New colours, new lives, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
Shut up and let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna
Give me life i haven’t lived
Give me life i haven’t lived- Jeg Hører (I Hear)
I walk
I see
I die of thirst and i feel shit is happening
I feel nature call me boy, i hear
I sleep, i laugh
I am your friend, but on your own it is downhill
I hear nature calling me boy and i hear
I hear x4
I masturbate
I pray
I meet monkeys and they beg for my soul
I feel nature calling boy, i hear
Monkey (monkey)
King (king)
Dry my tears and holds my hand
I can not turn around anymore even if it didn’t call
Boy, i’m slipping
I am not thirsty anymore
I walk in fields of green
I am where nature calls, boy
I heard
Me monkey
Me stressed
Me go boom boom
Me monkey
Me dumb dumb
Me stressed
Me go boom boom
Boom boom, Boom boom
Me monkey
Me monkey
Me go boom boom- Det kommer til meg (It Comes To Me)
It comes to me
Every time, same sound
Since i was born
Epiphanies, again, again
It comes to me
Like tax notices
Like exes (again, again)
It comes to me
Like infection
Like the flowers (again, again)
Cause it rings inside my head
It’s the sounds, moments louder than the noise
He promises me i am gonna be someone new
A new time, a new body
A new me, a different you
Again, again
I heard it when i was born
I heard it when i was Confirmed* (When i was confirmed)
It is the sound of my fathers gaze
I hear it when Rodman lets go
(It comes to me!)
I hear it in my hands
It sounds like your moralism
I hear it every concert
I am gonna hear it when i die
It is the sound of my mothers lap
I hear it in Van Damme’s split
I hear it in your flattery
It is the sound of a perfect day
I heard it in my brothers
I hear it when i know, i know
It is the sound of my first kiss
I heard it when Anders** left
My son shall hear it when he is born x4
* Confirmation = Konfirmasjon is a traditional ritual that is done the year people turn 15 and just google it really.
** Anders was the first Honningbarna drummer and he died in a car crash at 20 years old in 2012- Åh Bliss (Oh Bliss)
Your hunger is mine
Oh bliss, oh bliss
Hollow bodies in motion
We know this flesh is everything
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We came to ourselves
You spoke of something eternal
The words sounded so fucking stupid
This too shall pass
Cause things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion- Avanti
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
Having fun makes me happy
If it isn’t fun it’s good still
Balance is good
I think this will turn out well
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
When you are glad i am glad
When you are sad i am confused
Being open about it is probably good
I think i’m doing better than before
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
Living makes me happy
That i’m dying is probably fine
In the meantime everything is fine
I take what i get each day
Think positive, stay active
Avanti, avanti
I think positive, stay active
I am a happy guy
Avanti
Living makes me happy
Cause Honningbarna makes me happy
That i am dying is probably fine
I am having fun in the meantime
8. Når alt det treffer oss (When everything hits)
Will to build
Will to tear it down
Restless hands
I will do what they ask of me
Will to feast
Will to starve
I will do what they ask of me
I will do what they ask of me
All that, all that
When all of it hits us
All that is all i want
All that, all that
When all of it hits us
All that is all i want
All of it
Will for a sweet life
Will for a hard life
I feel instincts
I will do what it takes
All that, all that
When all of it hits us
All that is all i want
All that, all that
When all of it hits us
All that is all i want
All of it
All that, all that
All that, all that
All that is all I want
All that, all that
All that, all that
All that Is all I want
All that
All that
9. En av oss er idiot (One of us is the idiot)
I hear
sounds
of the world
collapse
And it sounds like nothing has happened at all
I see
things
collapse
bang bang
And both of us have paid for the view
Cause you are silent now
But all I ask is that you see what I see
Cause you are silent now
I don’t have the time to see what is happening
I feel
how
the world
is torn apart
But I can see you don’t feel anything at all
So are you
the prophet
god’s favourite
the decree
In that case can you just die for us soon
Cause you are silent now
But all I ask is that you see what I see
Cause you are silent now
I don’t have the time to see what is happening
I don’t have the time to see what is happening
So is it
Me or
You who
Lie
When you talk like nothing has happened at all
If you don’t
Feel
how
it burns
how the fuck can we share anything at all
How can we be friends
Cause one of us is an idiot
And one of us is fucking lucky
Cause one of us is an idiot
And one of us is fucking lucky
One of us is an idiot
And one of us is fucking lucky
One of us is an idiot
So who of us is the idiot
10. Øyane er mosaikk (My eyes are mosaic)
What is real, who knows, who cares
I feel forced truth, sensations inside of me
Everything here is foreign, with pretty colours
Everything comes, everything comes
it goes, it goes, it goes
it comes
And it is your fault
that it comes and it comes and it goes x3
it comes
I need reality
like I need my student loans
like I need a target audience
like I need rich people that don’t do it for the money
I need climate crisis and Lindmo*
another friend with depression
like Jesus
like holes in my jeans
like I need the confusion
like I need incels
a safe space
a broken screen
I need a hobby
like a little motivation
like I need to be offended
like a gründer
an IQ test
it comes and it comes and it goes x3
it comes
And it is your fault my eyes turned into mosaic
And it is your fault everything I see has turned to fragments
[It comes and it comes and it goes]
* Norwegian talk show host
11. Mitt Hus (My house)
Fortune cookie said I have no choice
The universe has a plan for everything
Heard a podcast say it is genetics
Never ask them what the fuck Edvard* thinks
My house is no church
Inside is a man and not a dog
I haven’t eaten in four days
Three weeks to my demise
My house is no church
I build my own goddamn cross
Fortune cookie hasn’t met me yet
I bought the nails yesterday
I don’t decide my face
It decides a lot less than it knows
Everything it says has been said once (Everything it says has been said once)
What else is left other than denying it
Other than feeding it
My house is no church
Inside is a man and not a dog
I haven’t eaten in fourteen days
Two weeks until my demise
My house is no church
I build my own goddamn cross
Fortune cookie hasn’t met me yet
I bought the nails yesterday
My house is no church
Inside is a man and not a dog
I haven’t eaten in four weeks
Man above own demise
My house is no church
I build my own goddamn cross
Fortune cookie hasn’t met me yet
I bought the nails yesterday
I bought the nails yesterday
12. Ække noe kirke (Ain’t no church)
My house
Ain’t no church
A man
Not a dog
My house
Ain’t no church
A man
Not a dog
My house
Ain’t no church
A man
Not a dog
My house
Ain’t no church
A man
Not a dog
I build my own goddamn cross x6
Honningbarna - Animorphs (full album english lyrics)
- Animorphs
Rich people to lizards
Lizards to dreams
Animorphs, Animorphs
Dreams to plankton
Plankton to sisters
Animorphs, Animorphs
Brothers to jellyfish
Jellyfish to pandemic
Animorphs, Animorphs
Pandemic to larvae
Larvae to truth
Animorphs, Animorphs
Truth to mareel
Mareel to everything
Animorphs
I am on my way
We live - Passasjer (Passenger)
I am a passenger
I turn time into life
To bodies, streets
I wait
While Taliban takes Kabul
And other things happen
We meet people we know out on the town
Nice weather, tell your mother i said hi
We do everything, feel nothing
In my town i am a king
Cold war, pretty faces
In my town we love our fate
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Start over
Start over
Start over
Again, again, again
We do everything again
Still feel nothing at all
In my town i will always be a king
In my town we laugh at our fate
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Is it our turn yet?
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
But in my town, we laugh at our fate
Things are different
Things are different
Things are different
And i think you have felt it in the air
Nothing ever lasts forever
I think it is our turn soon
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe not
Maybe, maybe nooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT - Jeg Har Lyst (I Want To)
Kidnap me, i give you the keys to the house
Set fire to my nervous system
Show me life i haven’t lived yet
New colours, new life, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
New colours, new life, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
I want to, i want to, i want to
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
You ask to speak and you demand lots of meaning
A way to revolution
Become buddha, understand everything (yeah yeah)
Can you please let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just [???]
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna [???]
Shut up and let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just (???)
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna (???)
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
Give me a life
Give me a life i haven’t lived yet
New colours, new lives, new eyes
New brainwaves, chemicals, dreams
New delights, new people, new tastes
New injuries, moods, days
New kicks, intensities, new sounds, new smells
Everything is chaos for the idiot
The idiocy of embracing all of that
New colours, new lives, new eyes
New movements for the idiot
New brainwaves, new chemicals
New dreams for the idiot
Shut up and let chaos be chaos
No truths tonight just
An idiot, two hands, lots of dreams
I want to live and tonight i wanna
Give me life i haven’t lived
Give me life i haven’t lived - Jeg Hører (I Hear)
I walk
I see
I die of thirst and i feel shit is happening
I feel nature call me boy, i hear
I sleep, i laugh
I am your friend, but on your own it is downhill
I hear nature calling me boy and i hear
I hear x4
I masturbate
I pray
I meet monkeys and they beg for my soul
I feel nature calling boy, i hear
Monkey (monkey)
King (king)
Dry my tears and holds my hand
I can not turn around anymore even if it didn’t call
Boy, i’m slipping
I am not thirsty anymore
I walk in fields of green
I am where nature calls, boy
I heard
Me monkey
Me stressed
Me go boom boom
Me monkey
Me dumb dumb
Me stressed
Me go boom boom
Boom boom, Boom boom
Me monkey
Me monkey
Me go boom boom - Det kommer til meg (It Comes To Me)
It comes to me
Every time, same sound
Since i was born
Epiphanies, again, again
It comes to me
Like tax notices
Like exes (again, again)
It comes to me
Like infection
Like the flowers (again, again)
Cause it rings inside my head
It’s the sounds, moments louder than the noise
He promises me i am gonna be someone new
A new time, a new body
A new me, a different you
Again, again
I heard it when i was born
I heard it when i was Confirmed* (When i was confirmed)
It is the sound of my fathers gaze
I hear it when Rodman lets go
(It comes to me!)
I hear it in my hands
It sounds like your moralism
I hear it every concert
I am gonna hear it when i die
It is the sound of my mothers lap
I hear it in Van Damme’s split
I hear it in your flattery
It is the sound of a perfect day
I heard it in my brothers
I hear it when i know, i know
It is the sound of my first kiss
I heard it when Anders** left
My son shall hear it when he is born x4
* Confirmation = Konfirmasjon is a traditional ritual that is done the year people turn 15 and just google it really.
** Anders was the first Honningbarna drummer and he died in a car crash at 20 years old in 2012 - Åh Bliss (Oh Bliss)
Your hunger is mine
Oh bliss, oh bliss
Hollow bodies in motion
We know this flesh is everything
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We came to ourselves
You spoke of something eternal
The words sounded so fucking stupid
This too shall pass
Cause things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
Things were clear in the spit
We washed off, named ourselves in it
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion
We expected way too much
Much more than matter
The one truth here is the hunger
And flesh in motion - Avanti
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
Having fun makes me happy
If it isn’t fun it’s good still
Balance is good
I think this will turn out well
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
When you are glad i am glad
When you are sad i am confused
Being open about it is probably good
I think i’m doing better than before
I am a happy guy
Avanti, avanti
I am a happy guy
100% life guarantee
Living makes me happy
That i’m dying is probably fine
In the meantime everything is fine
I take what i get each day
Think positive, stay active
Avanti, avanti
I think positive, stay active
I am a happy guy
Avanti
Living makes me happy
Cause Honningbarna makes me happy
That i am dying is probably fine
I am having fun in the meantime
“Beat It” by Michael Jackson is so fuckin funny. It’s just like “bro, just get the fuck outta here” *van halen guitar solo*
(via iamthekarmapolice)
